So I'm about to start my new job - I'm kinda nervous as hell. I star in about 7 hours and I can't really sleep. Well I tried to, slept for an hour and woke up again. Such is life eh? I kept dreaming about how it will be and how I will do. I guess only time will tell. I've met some of the people I have been working with and they're all pretty much a good bunch. They're a bit too quiet for me but I guess in time, they'll open up and have a bit of a laugh more often. It's been interesting to say the least. I have a competency test on tuesday to see how I go and whether I can do the job therefore I'm still nervous as hell. I keep thinking what will happen if I stuff up. Well we can't let that happen eh?
Sighz. Was sunning in the beach for 30 mins max today, got in the water most of the time and my face is red as hell. Looks like a case of sunburn. I slapped on the aloe vera, crossed my fingers and hope as hell I don't have to slap on a tonne of foundation to cover my peeling skin in a few hours. sighz. Cross fingers and hope I can sleep soon. It's hard to though when your mind is racing at 100 thoughts a second and you're nervous as hell about something. arghz. I need to learn to channel my stress somewhere else. Thoughts?
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